Thursday, June 05, 2003
a spark of hope in a sea of dispair.. wat spark? wat hope? there's nothing but dispair.. is it jus me or is life turning back to its gloomiest of all gloomy times again? im alrite.. i'm fine.. i'm ok.. yea ritez.. who the hell am i kiddin'? the "ok" days neva seem to last long enough for full recovery.. wheneva there's a slightest glimpse of brightness, darkness falls again... wheneva u feel like its going away, it'll creep mysteriously back.. when all seems well, disappointment sets in.. like wth... having this i-dunno-how-to-describe mood... its nt exactly damn sad n its definitely not happy either.. mayb its just pure stoneness or an emptiness, a void tt can neva b filled.. its gonna b the last day of the term tmr n i'm not excited or happy, not even the slightest bit. its like jus -the holidays-... its like, so...?? sighz.. weird...
Monday, June 02, 2003
its supposed to b our hols now.. sighz.. another mundane week to go... at least sch ended early today.. cos of pre-u sem.. n there's no sch tmr.. well.. supposedly.. but we, 2nd intake geog students, still hafta go back at 830 for make-up! sighZZ!!! but i'm looking forward to after-that though.. hee~
was supposed to go for the soccer match today.. but all of the sudden i din haf the mood for cheering.. so i decided to look for ppl who cld go out.. n just when i thot no one else ended as early as i did n i had no choice but to go home.. candice called!!! yay!! haha.. we watched "wat a gal wants".. i thot it was rather heart-warming n sweet.. at the same time, it contained some really tickling comedic elements in it as well.. hahaha... it was overall a show worth watching.. yea~! :)
haha.. candice brought me to the farnie ice cream shop at far east.. haha.. the guy kept turning, swinging n moving my ice cream ard.. i was so worried tt it'd just "plop" n land on the ground.. haha.. but in the end.. i just had to ask for it nicely n he gladly gave me my long-awaited ice cream.. ;p oh.. n did i mention tt lido was practically "infested" with sa ppl this afternoon???
haha... anyway.. heard tt the soccer guys beat aj 4-nil... yay!!! congrats~
Sunday, June 01, 2003
I'm so DUMB!!!!!
got a new phone. but i lost all my outbox msgs n the msgs in the "my folders"!!!!! darn!!!! i din know tt those msgs were stored in the phone, not the card!!! darn darn darn!! cant believe i'm so dumb!!! now all my msgs r gone!! GONE!!!!!! aHHhhhHH!!!!! siGhZ!!!!!!!!
anyway.. its been quite long since i blogged.. din really haf the mood to... anyway.. went to watch the ac-rj rugby yesterday.. rj lost... 11-13... sighz.. i met alot of ppl at the field.. saw most of the a03b-ians including tim n melf.. hee! happy to see them again! esp marie-ann cos she wasnt at my dinner the other time.. went to town ltr on for dinner.. n met some more other ppl.. like kelda, nikki n shiwei..
spent my whole day in sentosa today.. had the Southern Explorer competition n the morning.. it was damn energy-consuming.. was literally running frm one end of the island to the other.. n the jungle trail was damn freaky!! its like some forest infested with snakes n scary stuff.. haha.. n of cos.. we din win in the end.. but jean got a flask frm the lucky draw.. haha.. had fun in the afternoon.. was at the beach with huixian n lingkai.. haha.. we din swim much.. instead.. we talked alot while "tanning".. inverted commas becos there practically wasnt any sun today.. both of them swam to the opposite island.. i din cos i'm like a darn lousy swimmer.. haha... they used this big wooden stick n wrote my name on the sand.. haha.. damn farnie.. we were like waving n shouting across the sea.. it muz haf been damn amusing to the other ppl on the beach..
whoAA.. there wsa his weirdo on the beach.. he was alone.. kept staring.. damn freaky.. eeeeeeeksss!!
sighz.. i'm frickin exhausted....